I went running on the treadmill and turned the tv on to abcfamily and Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone was on so I watched while running.
Then I went to go take a shower and I began thinking… I used to play with Polly Pockets. And I distinctly remember how I had a Polly Pocket with a color-changeable bathing suit. Pink to purple when put in cold water. Then I began thinking about all the shows I used to watch, mostly the ones on Saturday mornings that I’d wake up at 7AM to watch. TMNT, Pokemon, Digimon, Winx Club, Digimon, Sonic. I didn’t really watch many girl shows… Cuz I’d always watch with my brothers and that’s just how I grew up. Then I remember where I used to live in Mukilteo, before I moved to a better house. I used to hang out with these guys in my neighborhood, since all the girls never talked to me. Lawl. But I biked all day with the guys, just biking up the huge hill and stuff, then coming home at like 10, after it was dark. And I remember I used to be able to sleepover at friends’ house. But I’d always end up sick after. Then, I remember I went to TNTT camp when I was super little or something and I had a yellow/red (like mustard & ketchup!) suitcase, with little airplanes on it. :’) but I remember I cried, because they made me move tents because they mixed up the Amy Trans and it was late at night. And I was a little tot. And it was just frightening. Oh, and I remember I fainted a lot when I was little. I fainted in church! When it was kneeling time. Okay, I should just finish these random rambles. Just thoughts that I remembered.
Another thought: why do some people call California, Cali? But then we don’t call Washington, Washi? Just a thought.

I like the feeling of a guy’s hand around yours. Where you feel protected under his rough, yet tender hand. When you feel feminine and gentle with your soft, small hands under his. And that squeeze you get, the feeling of reassurance that he’s still there for you and thinking about you. That quote, “God made spaces between the fingers so that someone else’s fingers could fill the gaps” pretty much fully applies to this. It’s how you’d feel together, united and protected when you’re connected.