don’t judge

but

i have 100+ posts on my one direction tumblr queue

that equals two days worth of posts

i can take a break now

You know what would be cool? Experiencing a new years kiss. LOL. Just a thought

before i go to bed…

i realized that i’m attracted to guys who are generally awkward/shy OR cocky. i dunno, it just gets me going. LOL. awkward’s the best, though. it’s just when the guy is so awkward he’s vulnerable and it makes him seem more innocent, i guess. and cocky is when he’s just super over confident, and i dunno, it’s appealing in my opinion. i like the guys that i have to pursue, LOL. if a guy tells me he likes me, i generally give up. i like a good chase and thrill. so when the guy’s all like hard-to-get, or too shy to approach… i approach him anyways. can’t hurt, right? huhhh, i don’t know what i’m trying to get at. it’s just that i was talking to michelle and lucy today during dance practice and we were talking about sam. and when they said he was awkward… it was appealing! i think.. i don’t even know. what’s wrong with me. please help. haha. is this even normal? oh and guys who are so close to being nerdy, that they’re just extremely smart and not flaunting it around. oh my gosh. yes. the ones who get such good grades, yet never really talking about them so you’d never really expect it, i guess. okay. i should go to bed. it’s almost 1… eh.