Personally, sometimes when I’m feeling upset or down, I just want somebody to care enough to ask “What’s wrong?” or “Do you wanna talk about it?” But I know that whenever someone does, I shut them out. It’s sad. Because of how I keep on hoping that any person will have enough courage or heart to attempt to break down whatever walls I’m putting up, and even though that’s what I want, I can’t help but resist. So then I end up fibbing saying “I’m okay” Then again, there are those people who are just curious and really don’t care about you whatsoever. They just want gossip. & I find that sick. Why would you pretend to care, and then later on, just forget about it?

After reading Th1rteen R3asons Why, I realized that so many people out there could be wanting somebody else to notice that they’re so broken down. And sometimes, a person could make it so darn obvious if they’re on the verge of suicide. Some people notice, yet they choose to not pay any attention because of how much work it’d take. Instead, they move on with their lives. Until it’s too late & that person commits suicide. Then you can’t really say “I wish I knew so I could’ve helped.” No. Truth is, you knew but you didn’t really care. It’s only now that you feel guilty